Wednesday, January 25, 2012

Just me & my guitar

hallo fellas! (im not in a good mood) *sigh

recently I cannot stop strumming my guitar... I'm addicted to learn new songs.. my favorite of all is ''It will rain'' by Bruno Mars.. yeaahh the lyrics had become an issue recently.. don't want to talk further about it..

uuh! ignore the intro and the title.. it has nothing to do with my post..

I'm in a very bad mood coz i saw something that makes me mad, I saw it on FACEBOOK! damn it! I saw one girl followed my THEME ! I mean the one that I used to use! ''the doctor''.. im the one who used that theme on FB! then my EX-BF follows me.. then another girl from nowhere follows me! FUCK THAT BITCH.. she uses ''the doctor'' in her FB! shit.. i mean like,, SHIT.. seriously, S.H.I.T..  im mad, coz I know who made her follow me.. it must be my EX-BF.. he must claimed that theme was his, and I'm the one who follows him. and now that girl who LIKES him will also follow him.. well here's to both of you, FUCK U! I know my EX-BF.. he always twist the true story.. he cannot be trusted.. Just that, he's good .. oh no! HE'S GREAT.. in lying!

*Sorry guys, when i'm mad I cannot control my emotion and harsh words will come out.. that's a very bad habit.. and again, SORRY for the "MEAN WORDS".. maybe I'm PMS.. O.o

ok, CHIAOW..


Monday, January 9, 2012

Nostalgia Colours The Present..


mannn,, I suddenly had a flashback (errr =.='' just like in the literature class) about my past life.. I mean my Secondary School HEYDAY! there's too much memories that carve smile on my face every time they crossed my mind.. ''sweet sour bitter'' of student life, racing to claim the title of 'the best student' and trying to find identity.. mannn (AGAIN =.='') I miss that moment!

here's the thing, me, JOY (Kwaijit), my three other friends, POLY (Kakaw), JOE (Terim) and KINE (Ebol) are the best student in our school.. we're bestfriend and in the same time, we are competing each other.. every test, excel, trial and exam we will compete.. yeahh.. a healthy competition.. not only in education, but also sport.. especially basketball..,, theatre, and any activities in our school..

we even made up a name for our group, EGYPT POLKA DOLLS .. haha! looks immature huh?! actually I dont even know what ''Egypt'' have connected to us.. we choose it,, cause to make a nice acronyms where the Egypt Polka Dolls --> E.P.D .. (nice, but sounds like a police department) =.=''  Polka came from POLKA DOT and we just change the DOT into DOLLS (yeahh we claim ourself as CUTE DOLLS) grrr.... haha!

when we were still on the school bench (yeahhh.. kiddo and young) we shared a dream.. when we grow up, we will build our very own wedding company.. I will be the wedding planner, Poly will be the wedding dress fashion designer, Joe will be the chef and bake wedding cakes, and finally Kine will do the bride-groom make up.. huwaaa... we are full of dream and imagination!

oh! oh! we also have a nickname in our group, using cute fruit names!

I put their pixxa in sequence..

she is NURUL ASYIKIN MAT ZAIN.. or Ebol.. or, Kiwi by her fruit name.. a typical and complicated person, cheerful and naughty one.. we both love MATHEMATICS a lot! she's the oldest among us, but the SMALLEST one.. haha! cute!

This girl is POLYNICA PARISEH.. or Kakaw.. or, by her fruit name, Orange.. she's a very independent girl, protective, logic, funny and full of humour.. she's so good in Language.. both English and Malay.. and,and,and,, she's the second oldest.. FYI, she's my bestie since primary school..

this one is JOINA JOANES.. or TERIM.. or, her fruit name is Cherry.. she's a type of LOL person, humorous, happy go lucky, noisy and the toughest.. she's damn good in English.. She's the third oldest among us four..

since they're the 1st, 2nd and 3rd old,.. meaning to say,, i'm the youngest one! haha! (got nothing to laugh about) =.=''  and btw, my fruit name is LEMON!

yeahhh... we escaped the Physical Education Class to enter this ''modelling photoshoot'' class.. duhh! =.=''

err, ignore that spelling error.. haha! my bad! =p

here are some of our pictures during extra class.. yeahhh we're addicted to snap pictures.. in any time, any place..

P/S - I miss them! >.<



Friday, January 6, 2012

SO NOT ME .. =.=''

guapu nuh? ~broken tagalog =.=''

TOMOYA NAGASE!!!! I love you! (see?? so not me!) actually I'm not a big fan of Japanese or Korean actor  and actress.. but, I just dunno! I suddenly fell to this one, Tomoya Nagase,, yaa,yaa,yaa i have mention that earlier,, silly me >.<

''He'' also made me change my taste, that is (before,) I like to see guys with punk hair,.. so cool! but (now,) I like to see guys with long hair ~ which I really, really don't like before coz to me, it's messy!

even though I like (to see) guys with long hair, they must come along with good looking face, suits to have a long hair and neat, just like my TOMOYA NAGASE.. miahahahha!!

OH MY GUCCI!  I love to see him in this hair style!


handsome him!

looks nerd, but NICE & LOVELY!

haoyoo.. kung puede lang shia ang BF ko eh!


see that?? he's cute in any hair style!

sexy gayot.. >.<



Thursday, January 5, 2012



HOME SICK! I've never felt like this.. (actually I did,but a year and a half ago).. that was my first time move out from my house, and stay here at peninsular to further my study.. bla...bla..bla...

on the 2nd and 3rd semester of foundation, I was just fine and don't feel homesick.. just a normal happy girl.. (miahahahahaha!!!) but this year, on the 1st semester DEGREE, suddenly I feel homesick and desperately wanna go back! maybe it's because there's something I don't want to leave behind... YUP! THERE IS! my niece, MARLYANE or BABY.. yeah in my whole life, only able to spend my time with her trice,.. by losing the moment seeing her growing up in every 6 months.. sounds terribly sad! oh God, i miss that charming little girl..

ok, thats all..