Tuesday, March 27, 2012

PRAY for them..

I was about to finish my presentation by looking for tumour images to be fitted in my powerpoint.. but what I have found sank my heart.. I cant believe what I have saw.. i was like,''oh my God! oh! God..!'' when I saw picture of a man (I guess so..) with a very big tumour..

only God knows..

how suffering this man is.. but still, he live the way that he could.. no metter how hard it is, he's trying to survive.. God has destined his story of life.. he faced it and we are witnessing his suffer.. isn't it enough to open our eyes? seeing this picture makes me more appreciate myself and never wanted to do anything that could harm myself..

peeps, we may blame God for bad things happened to us, but look at him,.. does he blame the God? I don't think so.. as the matter of fact, he may be keep praying every single second, so God will take away his pain and suffer..

*I'm not a sentimental type of person, but this picture makes me cry.. not coz of that big tumour, but what he is thinking by now*

may God bless him, 
and others who's suffering cancer..



Saturday, March 3, 2012


good day fellas! >.<  how's holiday? ooh! I forgot, holiday is a week to go.. but yeahh, I'm a future teacher who's got SBE (school based experience) a week before holiday so it seems that I have a week early of 'holiday' and real holiday..
holiday or no holiday, just the same.. surrounded by racks of assignments! --> totally HYPERBOLE = ='
maybe not racks, but too many till I forgot some of them @_@ bahahaaa! ok, maybe I'm just too lazy.. but heyy! this is not my exact point making this post! ooh where I have lost..

ok, back to my point.. here, I wanted to share about my last experience going to Pahang.. it's kinda bad day for me.. it was a painful long journey.. but also, FUNNY ! when we were at the KTM station, I cannot withdraw my money.. the ATM machine got stuck and my bank card was inside! I was so panicked.. luckily my friend, Alence help me by just clicking the 'CANCEL' button = ='' I was such a clumsy person and cannot think straight if I freaked out.. I forgot the existence of the 'CANCEL' button.. stupid me >_<

then, we were in rush to get into the train! we were still on the other side when the train arrived! so have to run climbing the stairs, crossing the bridge and get down by carrying a luggage, a backpack, and a massive 'MYDIN' recycle bag.. really, feels like I wanted to cry ! maaann! that's totally exhausting! with no shy, we sat on the floor as there's no more seat in the train.. watta day =..=

I HATE THIS THINGY! especially it's door! damn it =.=''

as we arrived at Bandar Tasik Selatan (ooh! from Seremban!), we bought LRT ticket.. then, once again, we're in rush to get into the LRT! but this time, it's really too late! both my friends (Maisarah and Alence) already inside! the door was closing and I managed block the door using my luggage.. here's the situation, my luggage stuck on the door, along with my left leg, and my body still outside of the train.. both my friends sreaming and I was just laugh aloud in the same time ALMOST cry!! then they pulled in my luggage and I pushed my body to get into the train. BUT, DAAAHH! the door stucked my backpack that I use and I was stuck at the door! then both my friends tried to pull me in, but it's not working! so a Muslim lady and a Chinese man helped them by pulling me in! four of them trying to fight the DAMN ASSHOLE DOOR! luckily it works.. seriously, I hate the door!!!!!!!!

the 3 of us laugh loudly and people around were watching us. they must have seen the 'chaotic' situation. WHAT~SO~EVER.. I don't care.. all I know it was funny and scary.. and really, the door have pissed me off! damn door!

so we went to Kuala Lipis, Pahang by bus.. Mai's father fetch us at the bus station.. on that time, my gastric attacked me! but I didn't tell them.

all i know, it as a very LONG PAINFUL AND FUNNY journey ever! I enjoyed too.. even feels like wanted to cry.. bahahahahaaa!



Friday, March 2, 2012

YOU ! only YOU !


heyy.. YOU.. yeah! YOU! heheheheee!

there is one person who makes me happy if the 'person' is around me..
 *not physically around me*
i'm so glad he's (yeeaahh.. HE !) my friend.. for me, he has replaced two persons in my life !

to make it clear why i'm so happy with him and replaced the two persons, i'll explain everything..

before, I have a close friend. do u remember my old post about a friend of mine that have gone and return back? well, once again,, he's gone! he was the one who claimed himself as my 'guardian angel'.. but he have left.. so,, no more guardian angel.. all his promises have blown away by the wind,.. at the same time when we were still friend, I had a boyfriend (which now is my EX-BF).. they knew each other. but in the same time, they don't like each other.. okay, i'll give their name as X = my ex bf, and Q = my ex - 'guardian angel'.. the reason X don't like Q because he knew Q likes me.. maybe he's afraid I might like Q in return.. but it won't happen coz Q have a GF.. in contrast, Q don't like X because before being with me, X was in relationship with Q's classmate. so Q tagged X as a womaniser (for certain reasons). Q always ask me to leave X and it's because he's my guardian angel.. it's his responsibility to protect me from any pain. I was stuck between them! - but it's over now.. both of them have gone.. finally I can breathe.. not anymore in dilemma..

so here's the main story! the person who light up my life. he really took over the two guys' role! I can say he's my guardian angel coz he always support & advice me. he also played the role like my EX-BF did.. everywhere I go and everything I wanted to share I will tell him. It's because I'm comfort being with him.. he is the reason why I wanted to be single. through him, I can see the life being single so much fun and free. I wanted to be like him.. I do respect him, but in the same time I love to tease him (well, can't deny my evil side =D ) bahahahaha! but he also love to tease me! he calls me 'budak kecik'.. =_='' !  then that's fair.. for me, he's perfect.. I met him at a theater meeting. we're in the same club! at my first view, I thought he's a silent type of person, and a shy one. but once knowing him better, he's totally a big bully, funny, talk-a-lot, kind and nice! I do believe everyone around him also loved to be with him.. JUST LIKE I DO ! ^^,  thank you for everything, BUDAK JAHAT!