FRIEND CAN BE GONE.. IS IT??

hmmm... (my INTRO mode ~ SAD..)

here i wanted to tell a story.. i have a friend.. a very close one.. VERY.. VERY.. CLOSE ONE!! we used to texting, almost everyday... it's been 3 years and do U know what is amazing in our friendship??? we never quarrel between one another.. NEVER! thats why i know we are 'ABNORMAL' but suit to each other.. hahahaa.. (not sincerely laughing..)

well, this friend of mine is a boy.. for sure, people would think sth other than being just friend. but who cares?? only we know our own condition.. there's a lot of stories in my life we used to share and can be said, he knows me better than my own BF.. he really2 understands me.. he used to advice me whenever i need, he used to accompany me whenever i wanted. he claimed himself as my GUARDIAN. OK then,.. its fine.. he even made a book for us..

lately, i make him like my very own big brother (as i never have and dying of have one..).. but, it's just from my point of view.. not his.. (actually i dunno what im talking about.. totally out of idea..)

OK! OK!! the big point i wanted to tell is, after weeks we never contact, suddenly he told me that his GF dun like our friendship.. she hates me.. wohow! its totally hurts! i never think anything negative of his GF but how dare she thinks of me like that?.. i burst into tears on that time.. i dont care.. i love him as a friend, but his GF makes me hates them.. Then, i took decision of BLOCKING them on FB,.. both of them and from now on, we'll never related. and even if i met him, i will pretend like i never knew him. NEVER.. so, meaning to say, OUR FRIENDSHIP IS GONE.. IT'S VANISHED IN JUST ONE NIGHT...

FROM ENEMY TO LOVE!! ~ BLESS

ahaaa! Im BACK!! after recover from broken heart, n0w im started all over again..

do U believe in bless?.. well, now i do! C0z as i let go the pass, n0w i have a better one.. :)  [heyy! d0 U know what im talking about??] ITS ABOUT RELATIONSHIP! yeeahh... from my very own experience...

actually, i deactivated my FACEBOOK ACC when i was clash wif the old one.. for 2 weeks.. later as i activated, someone came over.. he message me via FB.. constantly... actually, i know him.. he's my senior in my old school. but well, i knew him as a naughty student and what worst is, he is my enemy at school! c0z he loved to teased me and leads into madness!

then, we exchange number and became friend... and getting close.. and closer... and closerrr... 0oopSss!!! STOP RIGHT THERE! hahahaaaa....!! few weeks later, we declared our relationship.. agagagagaaa! 12 days after i broke up wif d old one.. (guess im not in such pain huh?). he's also frustrated wif his ex.. nearly same situation BUT not same really! (what the heck im bluffing about?!)

there, my FAIRY TALE STARTED,,, he's full of concern of me, love and ROMANTIC! (Rrraaaww!!).. at first, i think we'll just gonna end up like other couples.. having fun, then leave.. but wif him?.. NO! it's not happening at all! in fact, day by day, he makes me fall in LOVE! (aaawwhhh)..!!

he's the only guy that really appreciates me.. there's a lot of things he has made for me.. well, he's a MOTOR MANIAC! but what makes me touched??? he put sticker of my name on his helmet and mine(he bought special for me)~i haven't put it on my head yet!

well, the red one WILL-BE-MINE.. and the white one, HIS! (i love white, he love red.. like it!).. CUTE HUH??~i mean his actions.. also, he put a sticker of my favorite theme to his plat  number! i love VALENTINO ROSSI, and his theme of THE DOCTOR .. then, my MR.RIGHT did this :

SEE??? look at the theme! gaah! this man drives me insane! i love him so much... he also put my picture on a frame and display it in his room... 


all i know, from being my close enemy years ago, now become my most loved one.. and that is a BLESS from Him.. He gave me a shit (my EX~hahahaha!) for me to learn to appreciate a gold (my new MR.RIGHT) even thought he was my worst enemy.. what lights me every time he calls me is when we talk about the pass, and compare it to now.. like him, me neither still cannot believe that i wud be in love wif him and we wud be in relationship.. just pray we may be lasts.. ^^

one fine day..

on that freshy hot morning, the purpose of us three was just to have a fine breakfast, after a tight conversation of our 'boria' thingy.. i drink a glass of cool hommade soya milk..(damn nice!) my companion, Alence and Nadia having their mee (dunno its name,..haha!) .. later on, we went to a cake house... as we entered, the smell inside is killing me! smells sweet! we puchased 3 pieces of cakes  (vanilla flavour with caramel and chocolate on top)~ yummy!! 

don't get jealous yah! hahahahaha...!! from left, mine, nad's and al's.. 

as we were about to cash ($$$$) the cakes , we saw valentine chocolates on the counter and it took minutes for us to choose.. both Nad and Al were exited to post those chocolate to their bf.. then i wanted too! (never say never!)  i gave a call to my Mr. Right, he still on his dreamy earth... he still asleep! aarrgghh!!! pick up the phone! cz i need his address so i can post my gift too. he just said he will try to find the address. from that kind of answer, i know i will never get his address.. in emotional, i just witness the happiness on my fellows' face.. the truth is, im not going to post him a gift. as we walked to the gate, finally he text me the address.. i was so excited as i walk back to the shop to buy the choc, while my two fellas going to purchase a box to place their choc. everything went smoothly.. we managed to arrived at the GD Express on time! as we done, then we realised we havent eat the cake that we bought just now! haha... it must have melted! we went to seremban parade, and Alence bought a new purple blouse (the one that she admired of) in a cheap price! (wont tell u the price..haha!) her purpose is to exchange her outfit because she wears 52nd Asean School Games t-shirt which is free... myself, and nadia are not satisfied on our outfit too! i wear the independent's day free pijama, and Nadia wears track pants. GOING OUT TO TOWN WASN'T A PURPOSE! then we went to PARKSON,at dolls corner.. walaaa! there we almost played all the dolls and wildly laughing as we've done everything idiot,.haha! we squeezed a cow doll nipples, sit on a froggie doll and many more! all in all, its crazy and funny..( bullying dolls...) later on, me and Nadia bought same type of short pants, but diff in colour.. hehehex!

we ended our "journey unpurposed" at the church for the sunset mass... guess its the blesing from God.. hehehe..